My purpose of existence...

Haiz...

Until now I'm still thinking about my purpose in life. I know everyone of us has his/her own purpose on why they live. I don't know the way I'm still taking but every time I'm alone I think of what have I done and think I should I go back the way I took and redo what I have done. I don't want to force people to change I think I'm just here to guide them if they're lost in the way they're taking. I want to help others find they're way that would lead them to their happiness, even sometimes I help them even if I have my own problems, cause sometimes I can help myself to feel at ease whenever I'm able to help others. Even if they don't help me solve my own problems it's just okay with me. I'm already used to solve my own problems. I believe that everything will be peaceful a world would be a better place to live at. I want to change people treating each other as if they don't know each other, it's like they hate you or anything like that. It's better if once in a while you'll greet each other so that none of you will think that he or she is angry to you. I still want to become an engineer, cause maybe the people or my relatives are taking this course so I started to study hard especially at Math. I like to draw houses in 3d mode but it always look ugly. So I stopped drawing in bond papers so I usually draw on graphing papers. I wanted to have a lot of friends, but now I thought could I handle a lot of friends of course not, so I decided to just have a few new friends rather than having a lot who isn't true to me. I had also decided to be friend with my old friends cause they're more close to me rather than the new ones. I don't know if I'm already lost in the track in what I want to do. Or maybe I'm already taking the wrong path in my life.